November 22nd, 2003
What should happen when someone begins writing? Do thoughts congeal at the slightest nudge of a person, thing, or experience? Ok, so they might. The thought process is one of the most interesting mysteries of the human mind. What else could prod anybody to waste one's self over two bottles of gin and a grape?
We all smart from any detractions anybody might tell us. Be it our friends or enemies. But when our works start barking at us - accusing us of incompetence, denying us the pathway to intellectual gratification - you can't help but curl up in the corner, gibbering like a deprived monkey.
Speaking of detractions, some people can only take so much bad impressions. With proper training, however, the resistance level seems to improve. Take me for example. I'm a featherweight in this field. Used to be a wimp.
Bruce is being an ass right now.
Jigs just hit another nerve of my spineless back.
Tenjo Tenge is eating up my mind, and dreams are becoming more and more frequent for some reason.
And so now i dive back in, head-first, into my reality.
diiiiiiiiiiiive . . . . . . . .