February 28th, 2004
taken from whateverthoughts
i hate life sometimes.
my mantra:
the people who bother me are not the people whom i want to bother me.
i need money. and the paths to money is paved with many hardships.
i need to play. all this skill is going to waste here.
love is a many-splendored thing, so how do you really find out if it is true?
my writing does not work by itself. but my hate fuels my writing.
i am worthless.
i am penniless.
i am nothing.
i do not wish to rely on anybody for my well-being. as soon as i am earning my own keep regularly, i shall vanish from the face of the earth. nobody deserves to be burdened by me.
these are just my thoughts. part-hate, part-self pity. lack of good conversation on my part brings this about. or maybe just the lack of beer.
i hate life sometimes.
my mantra:
the people who bother me are not the people whom i want to bother me.
i need money. and the paths to money is paved with many hardships.
i need to play. all this skill is going to waste here.
love is a many-splendored thing, so how do you really find out if it is true?
my writing does not work by itself. but my hate fuels my writing.
i am worthless.
i am penniless.
i am nothing.
i do not wish to rely on anybody for my well-being. as soon as i am earning my own keep regularly, i shall vanish from the face of the earth. nobody deserves to be burdened by me.
these are just my thoughts. part-hate, part-self pity. lack of good conversation on my part brings this about. or maybe just the lack of beer.
Posted by kilawinguwak at 04:47 AM | do go on