sometimes, i have no idea where i got the idea for the zeppelin. i was working with dreams though. about the time i transferred from blogspot, the last few entries i had were about time travel. i was working on another one of my books (something that would border on high fantasy and hardcore sci-fi, if i plan it well) and was also researching on the time travel theory used in donnie darko. i figured, after going through around three sites on time travel physics, some books on quantum mechanics (which yielded my best short story thus far) and plain ransacking my brain to complete that previously mentioned short story in time for submission to the palancas (which i doubt i'll win), i figured i needed a break from all that umbilical science. i doubt i'll remember half of my research anyway.
so i migrated to tabulas. when i learned from bruce that you could put photo banners on top of your page, i began to search the net for a nice photo. i forget where i bumped into the zeppelin photo up there (which turns out to be a screenshot from one of the Fallout games), but i was searching for airplane crashes. something that would be avant-garde, that didn't describe my personality as, but rather created a feel for the site. this wasn't going to be an everyday journal after all. it was, indeed, a repository of dreams. when i ran across the zeppelin photo, i plugged it up there in a heartbeat, called my site the zeppelin of burning dreams (i was debating between dreams and desires), and made the pilot a tiger, since
1.) my avatar back then was an orange photo of the gunslinging smoker, Badou, from Miwa Shirou's fantastic manga,
Dogs, and
2.) because i had been fascinated with tigers even way back in my blogspot days. after completing the site, i looked at the overall elements; and then, in yet another heartbeat, came up with the first of five installments of the zeppelin of burning dreams.
so i don't know how the story's moving on. i'm pleased with the edited version of part one; however, part two is pretty much crap. especially since it sounds more like another gaiman rip-off on my part. sure, i know gaiman's a genius and all, and that imitation is a form of flattery, and i didn't really plan it out, etc etc etc. but coming up with something original in my stories is something i put a lot of work into. i work with the style of writing, the set-up of the story, the plot twists; i don't rework the whole wheel. say, i come up with a wheel, i just change the style of the treads, or the position of the air nozzle or something. but tiger's defeaning roar just reeks of sandman. and since i already came up with succeeding storylines and plot devices concerning Lucid and Desire, i can't really change much of it. it would take up too much time.
plus, i don't really have any other name for the tiger except for what he is. i certainly can't call him nightmare, that'd be a bit stupid.
if you guys have any suggestions, i'd love to hear em. :D since this blog of mine was meant to be a dream-repository, replies are more than encouraged. i don't bite. unless your idea really is that bad.

what i really mean is, i like criticism, so lemme have all of the critiques you could come up with. i don't just like reading your critiques, i actually need them. i'd actually beg for em. :D
as levi would say: cheers.