the zeppelin of burning dreams

1. Are you photogenic?
not really. but i'm handsome.

2. What time do you go to bed?
ewan. my body clock is weird that way.

3. What was the last thing you did before this?
write a post over at the Mezzanine.

4. Who's the one you always meet the most?
hmm. Bruce, Obi, Abbey. Pick one nalang.

5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?
Ghostbusters? I dunno.

6. What's on your mind right now ?
Should I stay or should I go?

7. What do you prefer?
WORLD DOMINATION! I am a power-hungry megalomaniac.

8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?
I'm cool with anybody. So long as he/she/it isn't boring.

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?
Dunno, really

10. When was the last time you went out?
Yistirday

11. What do you hate the most for now ?
The lack of a place to run around in.

12. What do you do everyday besides eat & sleep?
Write.

13. Colors that make you happy?
I can't rightly say. Never thought about it.

14. Most fave thing in your room?

Order 

15. Miss someone?
Not really.

16. Plan to buy something?
When I've the cash.

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?
Not really, but meh.

18. Do you like seafood?
Sniff. Yes. But I can only eat a select few.

19. Breakfast or dinner?
Dinner. Best time to drink something alcoholic.

20. Like chocolates?
Not so much.

21. Do you have a laptop?
Yis

22. What's your favorite fast food?
I don't really like fastfood. Kitaro.

23. Cats or dogs?
Cats.

24. Salty or sweet?
neither.

25. City or country?
both

26. Is kissing normal for your age?
D'oh. Get this guy a life.

27. Are you athletic?
Not so much

28. Favorite song for now?

New York Rush

29. Do you have your own cell phone?
The better question is, how many have I lost?

30.What do you wear to bed?
anything comfortable.

31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high school?
When I was in high school, I had a crush on a grade school teacher. Does that count?

32. Coke or Pepsi?
Coke

33. Sugar or spice?
spice

34. Can you use chopsticks?
Like a native

35. Do you care about getting good grades?
Not really.

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?
Yep!

37. Get a job or ask your parents for money?
Job

38. Is your mom strict?
I used to fear her hahaha.

39. Do your parents give you enough privacy?
Too much, sometimes.

40. Do your parents trust you?
Enough hahaha.

41. Would you ever wanna lose your best friends?
Nope. Stupid question.

42. Does your best friend get on your nerves?
Of course.

43. Do you make friends quickly?
More or less.

44. Do you tell your mom everything?
Nope

45. What do you & your parents fight about most?
Me and School hahahaha!

46. If you love someone & she/he rejected you, what will you do to her/him?
Nothing. Mope.

47. Can you sing or rap?
Yeap.

48. If you have one wish , who would you make your wife/husband for life?
I refuse to answer this question for fear of incriminating myself hahahaha!

49. What do you think bout this survey?
Ordinary.

I'm angry. Downright pissed. And I don't know why.

Maybe it's that intractable inability to write what you really want to write. The more you feel that need to put some sense into the story you're itching to finish because, really, you've been pretty out of it for the past year and there is just no excuse any more. Either you publish something, or you give it up, you run into your bedcovers screaming like a brand-new kid because the scary short story, the kid brother of the even more frightening novel, had you witless and gibbering.

It's like every time I face one of the many things I'm writing, nothing really comes out anymore. I can write a few lines, and I can make up something, but it never is anything definitive, anything that will lead me closer to the completion of the short story. I don't believe that writers write just through their own experiences - I'd like to think that the experience of anybody, or anything, no matter how out of this world, is viable material for fiction.

So why my fiction isn't working is bothering me to no end, because I want to bloody finish a new story. I need to get my novel done. I have to get this over with.

I think that pretty much warrants my presently infuriated state.